&the greying vision

Thursday, May 08, 2008 11:07 PM

days in school will are as tiring as the project period,
when our project period haven even started.

though have been sleeping early, like 11pm or 12am,
i've been waking up at 5-6 am without fail just to reach school in time,
without saying, it goes the same for tmr too.

the entire routine will repeat every 5 days of the week, and i'm starting to get sick of it.
waking up at 6am, or even 430am.
have classes, end school at 6pm (almost EVERY day)
and reach home latest at 8pm (if there's no dinner outside)

14hours daily spent outside.
mum have been asking me why do i have to go school so early everyday.
it's tiring

i really can't imagine how life will be when the project and assignment deadline comes in.
it'll be hell, i guess.
esp when SSM is so tiring.
:/

for this, i start to wonder why am i choosing HTM.
getting myself in such a shitty condition,
where most people in the course is so competitive, which i totally hate it.
where most people wants to shine out so much.
where some people can be fake, just to get information out of you.
i'm sick of it, yet i got no choice.

i'm tired, physically and emotionally.
i need a break free.
i need ___.

on the brighter side,
there's always this group of friends that had been making my day.
not leaving me behind.
enduring my rubbish and temper.
telling me this and that.
allowing me to say things without going thru my mind.
crapping with me every now and then.
giving care and love, without complaining.

i love you all.

we've been spending our everydays almost tgt in last semester.
you all made me go mad if i don't see you all everyday now.
you all made me miss you so much that i want to spend every break with you all.
you all made me so comfortable with your company.
you all made me realise my mistake and tell me truthfully.

LESBAND and USUAL CLIQUE have been such a love that i want to see them everyday.
my love for you all will continue. ~~(same to _____)~~

I MISS MY CTSS PEEPS ALOT, ESP CANDACE KOAY, TAN YAN LIN, SHERMAINE TAN, RICHIE HIDEAKI MUI, BIANCA FOO, CORINNE ONG CHING ER.

clementi's hawker is closing soon.
once more.
another memories of secondary school is torn down.
no more hawker food.
i suddenly miss secondary school so much. ~~sodoes_____.~~

HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY MAYBELLE! ((:
HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR BBQ!
LOVE YOU.
(4thMay2008)

HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY RICHIE HIDEAKI MUI!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH CAN!
MEET UP SOON! (x
WE CAN GO HOLLAND V!!
to do what, you should know hur.
(7thMay2008)

I WANT COLD ROCK, ANY KIND SOULS? XD

1thing2do3words4you.